I want to get a trans gender?

First off I would like to commend you on wanting to live how you truly feel, most people feel this way but don't even consider doing something. I think that your friends are gonna have to accept you as you are and if they don't well they aren't very good friends.You aren't alone and I am sure you will find friends again even if the ones you have now leave.As for your father that's tough it sounds to be like be may be homophobic and that can be bad for someone who is coming out.If you do tell your parents do it calmly and understand they may not be understanding at first.Make sure you have some friends or other family members who you can use as a support system in case your father wants to get physical like he did with others. Just know they you don't have to hide who you are. I don't know that other info about they prices and such but I wanted to offer some advice and maybe comforting words.